Matthew Zachary: The Underlying Theme


Sign in to view read count
It —Matthew Zachary
”What can give you closure when there is no answer?” The music of Matthew Zachary chronicles the emotions and experiences of facing death, conquering it and looking forward to life. Cancer changed Matt and he now uses his restored musical abilities to change others.

The story began as it does for millions of musicians around the world. Matt had been classically trained on piano from the age of 11. He began performing at the age of 16 and he decided to pursue music in college. It looked as though Matt would play music for life.

The essence of this musical story began when 21-year-old Matthew Zachary was diagnosed with a malignant form of brain cancer (usually found in kids under 12). Zachary, then a senior in the music program at SUNY Binghamton, had returned home to Staten Island, NY. He was passing out and had lost the use of his left hand. Doctors first suspected carpel tunnel syndrome because Zachary had been practicing for 80 hours a week. A Magnetic Resonance Image (MRI) pictured the catastrophic news: medulloblastoma.

It seems almost fitting that Matthew Zachary’s cancer would be rare, like the victim it almost claimed. Doctors usually have the agony of telling parents about the grim futures of kids with this cancer; here, they had to inform a budding concert pianist that he might never walk or play piano again. Uncommon challenges demand extraordinary responses.

“I never asked why,” says Zachary. “I don’t believe in why. I believe in where; as in, where are you going to take this?”

After eight hours of surgery, Matt was wheeled into the Intensive Care Unit (ICU) with a highly questionable future. The tumour was as big as a golf ball. When Matthew awoke, a priest was poised to read the last rites. Zachary survived. Doctors suggested further treatment and Matt faced another philosophical choice: a year of chemotherapy that might prolong his life at the expense of his music.

“I’d rather live to age 26 and die being able to play the piano for the next five years, than live to 26-and-a-half and not be able to play,” he decided. Matt Zachary recovered, restored motor coordination in his left hand and played piano. In 2004, Matthew will release his third solo piano record through a self-owned music publishing company .

Dr. Marcia Greenleaf, Health Psychologist with the Albert Einstein College of Medicine, says music was key in Matthew’s survival. “Matt's focus on his music helped him stay connected to a personal sense of identity and self-respect,” she says, adding, “His perspective - keeping his values paramount over his symptoms - helped him overcome many of the difficulties he experienced.”

It was a long road.

Zachary’s first record was aptly entitled, Scribblings . Matt composed the songs in the ten or 20 minutes he had to play during his daily chemo treatments. His left hand, ravaged by the effects of the tumour, could not perform as he wished. So Matthew played, waited, and wrote down any ideas that he could not memorize. This is a record of those scribblings.

“I wanted to legitimize my identity as a musician with a commercial record,” said Zachary at the time, “...and I wanted to be able to offer it as tangible hope to cancer survivors and hospital workers with whom I had built friendships.”

Matt began his mission of helping those on the other end of a cancer diagnosis as best he could. Zachary’s first recorded music, written from 1996 to 1998, reflects his life: Scribblings is a little raw, a bit unrefined and emotionally saturated. Over 70,000 copies have been distributed to non-profit groups dedicated to easing the suffering of cancer patients and their families.

In an exclusive interview with AAJ, Matt revealed how much he has personally grown since the first album. “The more I listen to Scribblings, the more I realize what a dark and different life that I was living," said Matt. "It almost begged to be understood by the listener when I’m the only one who understood what it meant.”

Cancer unites us like few other challenges. On April Fools Day, Zachary appeared with actress Fran Drescher (a survivor of uterine cancer) at a National Coalition for Cancer Survivorship (NCCS) event in Washington DC. Matt called it a very politically powerful gathering. Zachary is also considering releasing a new version of Scribblings to push for awareness and donations to the people and families who now fight the disease. Matt continues to affiliate with dozens of non-profit groups working for a cure. Zachary is busy these days.

“That’s where I see my music heading. I finally hired a PR company and their efforts are to get me a little more mainstream notoriety,” says Matt.


comments powered by Disqus

More Articles

Read "Paul Winter Sextet: Count Me In" Profiles Paul Winter Sextet: Count Me In
by Duncan Heining
Published: October 13, 2016
Read "Malcolm Griffiths: A Man For All Seasons" Profiles Malcolm Griffiths: A Man For All Seasons
by Duncan Heining
Published: May 4, 2017
Read "Claude Nobs: We All Came Out To Montreux..." Profiles Claude Nobs: We All Came Out To Montreux...
by Ian Patterson
Published: June 30, 2016
Read "The Ganelin Trio: Creative Tensions" Profiles The Ganelin Trio: Creative Tensions
by Duncan Heining
Published: October 19, 2016

Join the staff. Writers Wanted!

Develop a column, write album reviews, cover live shows, or conduct interviews.