I Hear a Clock ... Ticking
But I digress, having said that, I guess I could be thought of as an elder statesman of jazz (yes, I said statesman). For any of you reading this who would like to know more about me, I strongly suggest that you see the AAJ article, Mort To Come, by the site's very astute and prolific writer, Sammy Stein. This was a "take no prisoners, no holds barred" essay about yours truly, and, doing this work with Sammy, was, in its way, a real catharsis for me and saved me some bucks that I was about to spend on seeing someone.
Sammy not only is a fine writer, teacher and published author, but also a trained musician and vocalist who really knows what's happing in world of the arts (jazz being one of same). Sammy and I butted heads a few times about free jazz and its place within the musicthere being very little (if any) structure, a lack of steadfast rules or thematic foundations on which to build one's musical story/message. Sammy was, and is, passionately intent on heralding the interesting and intense messages that free form allows, and the spirituality that can blossom forth from a talented practitioner of the genreso much so that I was motivated to go to YouTube and hear some of these cats. After doing so, I emailed Sammy about my thoughts regarding the experience. It was conveyed to Sammy in three words: "It's bull shit!" Or, is bullshit one word? Whatever, I think y'all get my point.
Later this month (Wednesday, May 22, 2013), I fly to Los Angeles to record my next album, the working title of which, at this date is A Giant Step Out and Back. The bent of this work will be free-blowing- thoughts-feelings-emotion-laughter-tears of both joy and happinessand yes, the ever-present feelings of pain and sorrow that are always with us, even with appearance of the clowns; yeah, especially with the clowns. That describes the Giant Step Out part, which will regale over the first 3/4ths of the record. The And Back part of the title will have me doing four well-known jazz covers; no over-dubs, just pure killer presentations. On the first part of the album (this will be a solo clarinet effort) I will use multilayered horn tracks, all spontaneous and done in real time-with a blazing lead track superimposed over all of the under harmonics.
My performance will be virtuosic, doing things that never have been done on the horn, mostly because what I'm going to do is largely impossible to do on the clarinet. I've increased my well-known practicing and physical workouts over the past six months in preparing myself for this jazz history-making event, and people, believe me, this record will always be looked upon as a hallmark of what someone can do if they truly believe in something.
When the record comes out sometime in July of this year you'll see thatlooking at any photos that may appear about the CDwhen compared to the pictures of me on my last release, I'll Be Seeing You (SMS, 2012) last November, that I look a little different, the reason being that I've lost 15lbs since starting work on this new project. I intended to lose the excess weight and I'm feeling great!
Why am I doing all of this? I'll try to tell you folks: I guess the first and main reason is, because I can. Those of you who know something about Mort Weiss are aware of all the dues that I paid just to be sitting here at my Mac desktop, writing this article. All of you people have also paid a lot of dues. I'm hip to that and I salute youall of you, especially you 9-to 5-ers that meet, head-on, that daily grind of getting yourselves to the gig, putting up with all the crap that ensues in any workplace and then getting back to your own special place in the universe, your favorite chair, your music, and with whomever and/or whatever you feel blessed.
Well, coming back once more to why am I doing this recording? One of the reasons is that I hear a clock ticking and the regimen that I've imposed on myself can't be kept up much longer. Hey! Every once in awhile I'll look into a mirror, and, damn; I see an old man looking back. I've gotta do this record while the juices are still flowing. Those of you who are familiar with my playing and writing know how important that it is for me to leave some footprints. Ego is not necessarily a pejorative word if used in a kindly forward-moving fashion. And, lastly, maybe I'm doing this album just to impress Sammy, Hell, I don't know; what I do know is that it will be done, and done with every fiber of the life force within me!