Antonio Sanchez: Conversations with the Music
AS: Oh well, you know, since I've never considered myself an accomplished or methodical composer, I'd have to say that it's really the spur of the moment. A lot of it is based on what I've heard or that I've played that I like; initially with some sort of bass line, some kind of drumbeat and then try to come up with some kind of melody and harmony on top of it that I think is appropriate for what I'm hearing in my head.
Which is hard, you know, because my main obstacle as a composer is, every time I'm playing, I'm thinking harmonically and melodically, but I'm not applying it on my instrument as such. I'm definitely thinking about the harmonies and I'm thinking about the melodies. But I'm not thinking about the A flat or sharp and stuff like that. I'm really just choosing colors, really.
I mean, because as a drummer, for example, if you're playing a blues, an F blues, you know, I don't think, OK, now comes this chord, I just hear the chord. But I don't have to think, exactly what is it and how I'm going to substitute it and how I'm going to voice it. I don't think that way because I'm playing drums. So I don't have those tools available to me immediately just as a pianist or a saxophonist or, a guitarist does. Every time they're playing, they're improvising, they're thinking in those terms. I'm not.
My biggest hurdle as a composer is to sit down at a piano and start thinking theory, you know, right then and there. I'm not thinking about playing like that because I'm playing drums most of the time. A piano player has that great advantage. Every time they sit down for a gig or a recording, they're thinking that way so when they sit down to write, it should be way easier. So that's basically what I try to do.
AAJ: But do you feel your process, is it cognitive, emotional or is it intuitive? Is it based on life experiences or is it not? You just mentioned colors, how is it based on colors? Is it based on a combination of all these factors?
AS: Well, if it is based on life experiences I cannot tell. It might be, I'm not one of those guys who thinks about something specific that happened to me and write a song about that. That doesn't work that way for me. So it's usually intuitive. I start hearing something and go for it, try to develop it. And I use all of my other references to kind of gauge if it's good or if it sucks.
A lot of times I feel like it sucks. Then I either leave it or try to improve it. You know, by playing with people like Pat especially, who is such an accomplished composer and sometimes what I write is what a two-year old would write compared to what someone like him would write. I know I just have to keep doing it.
AAJ: Absolutely. How about improvising, like on stage? When you're performing a solo? Do you feel the process is different then?
AS: Wow...you know, you do things without thinking about them too much. They just come out. And they either come out cool or they're bad, and you try and cancel them and go to something else right away. It's a very, I mean, I'm sure every jazz musician gets asked that and thinks about it from time to time-"What makes you play this thing instead of that thing? I don't know if anybody knows the answer, but what I try and do is play as much music as I can. By that I'm trying to think of many things, melody, space...
AAJ: Can you say something more about space?
AS: Yeah, as a drummer for me it was always scary to leave space, at least for a long time. I don't know, it seems like it empties out so much when you stop playing. And also, to be playing is like a shield. You know when there's people in front of youI don't know how sax players do it. They stop playing and they just have to stand there.
AAJ: I would find that hard, too.
AS: Yeah, that's what I like about playing drumsthey're all the timeyou don't have to think about "Oh my God, what am I going to do now for people to not notice me. I mean, it's an interesting thing to think, what makes you play a certain thing. But now, in terms of space, I find it really refreshing. And that's not always been the case, it either comes or not. But one big thing that I've learned or improved on by playing with Pat is the dynamic aspect. As a drummer, I have this instrument that you can top just about anything on the bandstand. You can bury them if you want to. But you can also play as soft as any other instrument on the bandstand. A lot of drummers don't explore that possibility because of the nature of the instrument. It's easier to play loud than to play soft.
AAJ: Can you add to that? One of the things that you wouldn't think first about drumming is changes in volume, I think.
AS: One of the things that attracted Pat to my playing was that I can play intense and really play soft. When I'm playing with Danilo Perez, I used to play these sets that we didn't have any monitors or anything. I would really have to play softly to able to hear what he was doing. But he's an incredibly intense player; I would have to match his intensity with low volume, which was incredibly hard for me. I wasn't used to playing that way.
But then I really started getting a kick out of doing it. Pat can play incredibly loud but he can play really soft, too. I can now explore both sides of the dynamic range. Danilo, I couldn't get too loud because of the piano. Pat, you know, he turns it up and he's louder than anyone else. You have no louds unless you have softs and vice-versa.
But do you know the thing I don't like about some drummers? They're always so delicate that it's boring. I mean, for me, there's got to be forward motion, dynamically, as a drummer you have to keep it really interesting. You have to keep proposing ideas. So one of the things I like about the great drummers is that they all have thatthey can leave space, they can play soft, they can play loud, they can compose, they can solo. Everything they do is really interesting.